Seriously....I rock with the help of big G.

Let's get personal.

I'm watching YouTube for movies on the painkiller I quit and seriously, I rock! Due to severe back pain prior and after delivery of my son, I did an MRI, became a frequent flyer at the best pain specialist in Bangalore. I was put on a strong painkiller that saved our lives at the time.....but as time went on I felt my heart telling me; time to quit. I lost weight, eat very well and I'm in great shape now due to a strict exercise routine. Yes, people try to get me to eat the laddos and other sweets. I might have one but I'm on a quest.

With the help of God, I've quit! Lesson learned. Don't take anything for granted because health can not be bought with money. Now I praise God every day for delivering me through this very long and dark period. The strength is returning day by day. Wow, I feel like I've finally grown up. I went through all of this and I conquered what "they" say is impossible to do. Don't ever listen to those people!

So that song...That's how I felt

Please heal me, I cant sleep
Thought I was unbreakable,but this is killing me
Call me, everything
Make me fell unbreakable, now you set me free

I feel the fear takes hold
Afraid this hell I create is my own
Come my fatigueness, I cant take it anymore
This used to be my own world, but now I've lost control

Please heal me, I cant sleep
Thought I was unbreakable,but this is killing me,
Call me, everything,
Make me fell unbreakable, now you set me free